meme → accepting !!

                    It’s Thea’s light laughter that pulls her attention first, she only catches bits and pieces of the conversation going on behind her but she can’t help but notice that there’s a certain calm that comes with it. Her team is safe, Thea is safe, they are taking a break for the first time in what seems like forever – and they deserve a million more. Her fingers are moving quickly over her keyboard, the proposal she’s working on coming together to the ‘soothing’ background noise of Rene and Thea giving each other shit while Dinah lounges in a chair next to them. Ok, Thea’s handing him his ass but she’s trying to be impartial, give Rene a fighting chance before Thea gives him the proverbial KO. It’s the first ‘m’ word that makes her perk up soon as it leaves Rene’s mouth, and the second that stills her fingers over her keyboard in the form of Thea’s semi-defensive retort. She knows Rene didn’t mean it but that doesn’t stop a sharp, ❛ Hey, ❜ from slipping out before she can stop it, before she can reign in the need to defend Thea – even if it’s to herself. Her head snaps up from her work so quickly that she swears can hear the sound of her ponytail whipping through the air, a scowl marring her features as she settles worried blue hues on Thea. ❛                     You were never a monster, not even on your worst day. ❜ It comes out more GROWLY than she means it to, and it’s a shock that she can even make that noise in her throat. ❛ And –  ❜ She hates that she still thinks so. She hates it more than she can even put into words. ( But she’d hate it more if Thea wasn’t there at all. ) ❛ And – I hope you know that.  ❜

acts   of   affection  → one muse pulls the other into a tight hug.

           She breaks at least twelve traffic laws to get to the hospital as the sun rises beside her, her mind on one thing: Thea. Thea’s awake. Thea’s alive. Thank God. Felicity doesn’t think she’s ever prayed as much or harder than she has over the past couple of weeks. Thea’s been through too much, she’s too young for this to be the end of her story. She has too much to do on this earth to be reduced to another victim of this life that they lead. She is the best of them – the strongest, the kindest – in every way. 
           Felicity finds her way to Thea’s room as quickly as her legs will take her, tears that she doesn’t even bother to wipe away streaming down her cheeks. As soon as she sees Thea sitting up, her breathing tubes already taken out, sobs of relief wrack through her and she doesn’t stop until her arms are wrapped around Thea. It takes her two seconds to remember that she shouldn’t be squeezing her so tight – especially with the list of injuries Thea’s had to heal from. ❛ Oh my god, Thea. I’ve – I can’t believe – I’m so sorry for hugging you so tight. Are you ok? That’s a dumb question, I know. Do you need anything? What did the doctors say? You look – so much better. You look better than I do on my best day, isn’t that insane? Like those Queen genes really just give you such a leg up on the mortals of the world. ❜ Her fingers find Thea’s and she clings to her as she desperately tries to stop crying, wiping her nose with her sleeve. ❛ Was that too much? I wasn’t trying to be too much I’m just – uh – I love you. In case I haven’t said it enough. ❜ 

friendly reminder that i love you MORE 💖💖💖